Hey guyz this will be my very last post for this blog ...

The purpose of this blog was express my emo feelings since form 4 or 5 and this blog was meant to be emo all along for those that didnt notice. Whenever I blog means there is something bothering me or something made me emo and express it through this ... so now I will try to stop being emo ...

It can be good or bad in ways but to those readers out there that reads my blog thank you.
I wont delete this blog but I will stop posting ... for there is too many memories that I duwan to forget.

My previous post
-I guesss there isn't a second chance in reality, you can only continue and start over again.

Someone once told me that the future was not decided by fate ...
It will be decided from what we do in the present.

I think of it very long, if I let go now will it be forever? but thinking back again if I don't let go it will be more suffering for the both of us. You told me before that fairy tales are all lies and I will never be your prince. I wonder how long has it been, I havent heard your voice on the phone. Wonder how long has it been that we stop being so close to each other... maybe it's the best of it.

I can't change what you have already decided, but I really hope that the fairy tale I live in will never end. It's an ending I want you to write with me.

Another day has passed, college gonna start soon can't wait? Happy that I'm able to go back to college I guess ... I'm bored throughout my holiday ... I wish I can spend my holiday in a better way ... yet it still doesn't feel right. Next Semester I will be having 5 subjects >.> don't know if I can cope up with it ><>< been trying to change.

I'm still very blur with everything that has been going on ...
I miss the time I used to spend my time with my friends ...
Hey guyz you know I miss you right ? Find me whenever you guyz are free...
College time table has really changed all of us ... Not enough time to hang out with the old friends indeed.

Man I'm tired I need to stop with the 5am sleeping curfew

Hey, in my heart there is only one question, a question that has been bothering me since July. I really want to know the answer but I do not dare to ask for I fear it's an answer I do not wish to hear. I think I should really ask you soon after I drop down the burden I have now. I will pop the question when I'm ready, whatever the answer is.

Alot has happened since starting of July and also a month that I do not wish to repeat. I feel like wishing for a second chance to start over my life to start over July but not repeating it. I can feel that there is something happening and yet I'm ignoring it. I really don't know what to say anymore, for now I just wish to focus on my studies.

Now I can only hope that August can be a better month for me to fit in.

Night Readers ... If you don't get this post, never mind :P

Life can be hard at times, you can always find me coz I'm a friend that cares about you.

-Falling for You-

My heart beats faster whenever I'm with you.
When I first hold your hands,
it felt as if everything does not matter to me anymore.
When you first touch my face,
with that gentle hands of yours.
I felt that nothing more that I could wish for,
just to be with you for the rest of my life.
When you're in my arms,
the scent of your hair is something I couldn't forget,
even if it's just regular shampoo.
I wish I can be the person,
you've always dreamt of.

Writer
Daniel Tan

Memories that I couldn't forget.
Even if I want to.
Time does not heal heart breaks,
but it gives us more time to think it through.

-You're Special To Me-

Every second in my life I want to be with you,
without you my life would be meaningless.
You're like oxygen to me,
without you I'm not able to live.
You're as unique as an aurora,
beautiful and gentle.
Giving out beautiful radiant,
enlightening the silent night sky.

-Illusion-

The love you gave me.
It looks perfect from the outside,
Flawless...
yet it's so fragile inside.
You made my world like a fairy tale,
everything seems so perfect,
yet so fake.
Living inside an illusion you created,
falling into the oblivion,
that traps me forever in your grasp.


-You are My Only One-

I've been using my shadow's as a substitute,
hiding my true self away from you.
Afraid ... afraid that you might find out the real me.
Who completely fell in love with you,
unable to live without you.
It would be meaningless if I can't be by ur side.
Everything in this world may change but
my love for you will never change.

-Feelings-

My heart has never changed,
whenever I walk near you, my heart would beat faster.
Whenever I stare at your eyes,
I would always wait for you to look back.
Looking in your eyes I can feel how sad you are,
I only seek for your happiness and hope for you to be happy.
Love shouldn't be manipulated,
for ones desire to love someone without regretting it.
Afraid of losing you,
losing everything we have achieved.




-Crush-
I would if I could,
my words remained silence from you.
I have a secret in my heart,
that I would not dare to reveal.
For I fear your gentle heart would shatter if I embrace you too tightly.
As fragile as it seems like,
I wouldn't dare to hurt you or love you.
Even though I want you to be more then a friend,
but it seems better for us to stay like this.
I fear our relationship would crumble,
in just a word from me.



-Remember-

Whenever the heaven cries,
I would remember the day we kiss under the rain.
While I hold you in my arms,
never letting you go.
While we share our warmth under the icy cold rain.
A precious memory that I had became a dream.
You left me,
leaving me behind with desperate and sorrow memories.
I've wondered,
wondered why did you left me.
A wound that can't be healed
My heart became as cold as ice,
anything that touches would be frozen.
I've never regret loving you,
for you are everything to me.

-You're Important to Me-
You are someone I cherish,
you represent the stars that shine brightly in the night sky.
Guiding me through my hard times,
whenever I need you,
you are always there for me.
When I'm lost,
you bring me out from the darkness.
Even though your not as bright as the moon,
you are still someone I cherish deeply in my heart.

-Doubts-
The day you say 'I Love You',
it meant so much to me that I can be with you forever.
As time passes you show me your true nature,
I thought that I wouldn't doubt about you,
but in my heart there were so many questions,
questions that you couldn't answer.
The words you said to me were mere illusions,
I don't blame you but I blame myself for loving someone like you.

-Friends-
When I'm down you pick me up,
when I'm lonely you care for me.
You are always there for me,
even in my dreams you are always there for me.
A real friend like you can't be found anywhere,
only a real friend would leave their footsteps in our life.
A real friend would share their joy and sorrow.
Friends Forever.

-First Love-
You were the one,
the only one I had a true feeling of love.
You gave me some precious memories,
that I would never forget.
The memory of you still flowing in my thoughts.
Every now and then I will still think of you.
Whenever I see the stars shining above the night sky,
it gave me hope that you will always be by my side.

-Disappeared-
Every night I think of you in my dream,
hoping that I can hear your thoughts.
Dreaming in the world your in, sharing your thoughts with me.
The day u disappeared from my life,
leaving me behind with all the memories we shared.
Leaving a hole in my heart that will never recover.
Though you disappeared from my life,
I still love you with all my heart.
Hoping someday cupid will guide me to you again.

-I Found You-
Life is full of misery, walking on a deserted Island.
Searching for the meaning of life, finding the existence of me.
Just before I give up my hopes, that's when I found you.
Giving me a new aim of life, you let me know that life isn't as misery as I thought.
Living to the fullest is the way to enjoy our life.
Staying by your side shows me that I want to be with you forever.

-Your Existence-
Day and Night I've waited, gazing at the shining stars above the night sky.
Your existence in my life, brought me happiness more than misery I once know.
When all hope was lost, I can always depend on you.
Bringing me out from the darkness of illusion.
Guiding me to the reality I had once lost hope.
You were everything to me, nothing was more important than you.
If only I have the courage to say I Love You, having you forever exist in my life.

-A Lonely Day-
It was such a lonely day, as the tears of the sky touch the ground the droplets of my tear fell on to the ground.
Nothing seems to be meaningful anymore ,losing you just like losing my life.
Days of happiness became just an illusion.
The person itself became a shadow of the world.
Letting it go is the only way i have yet I still think of you.
God I never ask for anything more, just this once let my wish be real.

-My Only Love-
Just to say I love you never seems enough.
I've said it so many times I am afraid you won't understand what i really mean when i say it.
How can so much feeling. So much adoration possibly fit into those three little words.
But until i find some other way of saying what i feel, then " I love you' will have to do.
So no matter how many times I say it never take it lightly, for you are my life, and my only love I love you now more than ever before.

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